Although I have been a big critic of José Antonio Reyes for a few months now, I must admit that as he leaves Arsenal today, I am filled with a strong feeling of sadness and regret.
And let's face it, despite this whole deal being called a 'loan', I think we can safely say it will become permanent next season. And whilst I think Baptista is going to be a far bigger success than Reyes, I share Wenger's sadness as we wave adios to the Spaniard.
Cast your minds back to January 2004, when all the fuss was made over our new signing from Seville. I can still remember how excited I was! Think of all the fuss that was made by Wenger, Dein and all those crowds of Sevilla fans who supposedly gathered outside the ground to voice their protest at the sale of their young star.
I'd never heard anything like it! The footballing world seemed to look on enviously as we captured the 20-year-old who had taken La Liga by storm, for a fee believed to be near £20million, a club record.
Wenger had been watching Reyes for two years before finally deciding to bring him to Highbury, and it was clear that the boss had very high hopes for him; the Spaniard seemed to represent everything Wenger looked for in a footballer and had all the right ingredients to make him an Arsenal legend.
At the time, Wenger told Arsenal.com, "We have a game based on movement, technique and pace. Reyes has all that. He is only 20-years-old and he is already an international. He can play as a striker, on the left or the right. In fact, anywhere as an offensive player."
With the amount Wenger had supposedly seen of him, he would have seen that Reyes played best upfront for Sevilla, but I think the Frenchman's plan was to have him cutting in from the left to score goals and assists, much like Robért Píres had done his whole Arsenal career. Sadly, Wenger didn't take Reyes' mental fragility into account.
It must be said that although Reyes is clearly a supremely talented footballer capable of great things, he has to have the right setting around him. At his first club he was playing for a team he'd been at his whole life, living in the city he lived in his whole life. The setting was comfortable and familiar, so he flourished. The settings were right for his talents to shine through.
Then he moved to London to pursue his career with Arsenal. Allow me to put the whole thing into perspective here: He moved with the heavy burden of an enormous price tag on his young shoulders...to a very different country climate-wise to his native Spain (in the middle of January too!)...to a country where he did not (and to this day still doesn't) speak the language...to a team where he was supposedly being played out of position in a system he clearly didn't understand...all in all, a recipe para el desastre for little José.
Things got off to the worst possible start too, with José putting the goal into his own net in the Carling Cup semi-final defeat to Middlesbrough. At this point his confidence must've hit rock bottom and fallen right through it, but then came an important day in his Arsenal career.
The FA Cup 5th round saw the visit of our nearest challengers Chelsea to Highbury. Claudio Ranieri's men started the first half the stronger, taking the lead through Adrian Mutu. We weren't at our best, we had no Thierry Henry that day, so a few minutes in to a more promising-looking second half, Reyes stepped up and powered the most stunning of equalisers into the top corner of the Chelsea goal to score his first ever goal in an Arsenal shirt.
And as the atmosphere lifted around the ground, so did the confidence of the team, and of Reyes in particular, who just minutes later scored a second goal and eventual winner to turn the tie around.
One would think that that was the moment his Highbury career would take off. Afterall, the script had been written beautifully for him; a poor start with an own goal, but then coming back heroically as he single-handedly turns a cup tie against our biggest rivals around. Sadly, it just didn't work out that way.
José proved to be something of a peripheral figure for the rest of the campaign as the Arsenal 'untouchables' finished a historic season as unbeaten champions. The Spanish winger/forward (it was not yet clear) had contributed two league goals to the run. Not bad, some argued, but many expected better.
Then again, there was always next season, when many believed we would finally see the best of Reyes, who would surely find himself slotting into the team better having finally had a full pre-season to train with them.
And for a while, we had the right idea, although I'm not sure many could have predicted quite such a phenomenal start from the Spaniard, who started the season with six goals in six games, alongside some absolutely dazzling displays both on the wing and upfront, which included single-handedly taking Man United apart in the Community Shield win.
But it was in the Premiership game against United when his season would change its course, heading for what was deemed by many as a real disappointment, despite reaching double figures and ending the season slightly stronger with long run in the side upront with Robin van Persie as Thierry Henry sat out with injury.
After being kicked to bits by the Neville sisters at Old Trafford, José just wasn't the same player. Some might say if it wasn't for that game, maybe he would never have dropped in confidence so much, but I think it would have happened at some point anyway. It just happened to be even worse for Reyes as the morale of the whole team must have dropped considerably as our 49-game unbeaten run was brought to an end.
Some claimed that Henry didn't like him, and that the two could never work well together, but I think both those claims are rubbish. Reyes started the season brilliantly with Henry; the two looked absolutely unstoppable. It was clear that they could play together; Reyes' problem is playing well with ANYONE if the mood isn't right, and sadly for him, the mood around the club wasn't right for a good while after that horrible night at Old Trafford, as we moved into the cold, wet and muddy English winter.
Think about it, the start of the season was still the summer, and Arsenal were generally flowing well as a unit - it was a lot easier for Reyes to fit into that. It was far more comfortable than a cold rainy day up North when you're 1-0 down and fans expect to see you at least being able to beat your man or finish a simple chance, afterall - the club they love forked out £20million for you, they're not expecting too much are they?
Reyes just showed he had not yet found that mental strength to make a difference when it really mattered. It was as clear as day that this will be his downfall over the course of his career. He just couldn't seem to adapt.
"Wait," a lot of fans on these forums said. "He's had a full season with us now, maybe this year he'll finally be better." He wasn't.
Reyes only managed six goals in his last season, and it wasn't just the goals; his general play showed absolutely no signs of improving. He still looked unconfident, he still looked unsure, he still, quite frankly, looked as lost as a little boy far away from home. That is, much to Wenger's disappointment, what he was, and after two and a half years of it, enough was enough.
I really feel for Wenger, because as I said, this looked like a dream come true for him. It looked like the absolute pinnacle of a "Wenger signing". He finally had what seemed to be a bit of Bergkamp, Píres and Henry all rolled into one. Sometimes things just don't work out. Sorry, Arsène.
Thanks for trying, José. Good luck in Madrid.