I was round my mates house the other day we are both Gooners but we always pick diff teams to play with ,he was Man U and i chose Spurs.We had a cracking game ending 1-1 and I played really well using Tottenham they suited my style of play.
When I got home I wanted to start a new Master league and I wanted to use Tottenham ! I found myself having thoughts about making them become giants of the PES world on ML .I eventually gave in to my sick thoughts and started a ML with them.I feel so dirty everytime I play as them the other day my Brother whos a die hard Arsenal fan walked in the room while i was playing I quickly jumped up and turned it over when he looked he saw the antiques road show , he was like ''your messed up'' (if only he knew)
then my dad also a gooner said he heard the names ''Dawson'' and ''palacios'' coming from my room i just said it was a video i was watching of Arsenal beating them earlier on this season.The thing is this is killing me I have no one to turn to and feel so alone and confused!
to top it all off i have started to borrow money of people and not pay it back and my finger tips smell like stale cheese.. my mate said these are common symptoms of being a spurs fan!!
I have the ML league cup final to play tom and im seriously thinking about not turning up...
has anyone else gone through this? I hope someone can help me I feel so alone...
When I got home I wanted to start a new Master league and I wanted to use Tottenham ! I found myself having thoughts about making them become giants of the PES world on ML .I eventually gave in to my sick thoughts and started a ML with them.I feel so dirty everytime I play as them the other day my Brother whos a die hard Arsenal fan walked in the room while i was playing I quickly jumped up and turned it over when he looked he saw the antiques road show , he was like ''your messed up'' (if only he knew)
then my dad also a gooner said he heard the names ''Dawson'' and ''palacios'' coming from my room i just said it was a video i was watching of Arsenal beating them earlier on this season.The thing is this is killing me I have no one to turn to and feel so alone and confused!
to top it all off i have started to borrow money of people and not pay it back and my finger tips smell like stale cheese.. my mate said these are common symptoms of being a spurs fan!!
I have the ML league cup final to play tom and im seriously thinking about not turning up...
has anyone else gone through this? I hope someone can help me I feel so alone...